Brave New World

Something that I never thought would happen, is actually happening!!

The weird thing is, I always knew it would.

I know this sounds like a massive contradiction, but hear me out…

For the last couple of years, I’ve been trying really hard to tap into my intuition more than ever before.

Feel into the moment + act accordingly = simple. Right!?

Except it’s not simple, is it.

Especially when what you ‘know’ you should do, goes against what you ‘think’ you should do.

Late last Summer, I took some time off my ‘proper’ job to do a course, and to trial run being totally self employed. My hope was to build the business and forecast a time when I could finally leave my employment.

Some of you may know that this has been my plan for a LONG time

Problem is, plans don’t always go to plan, and instead of building my business, I had an overwhelming sense that I needed to withdraw, and to rest.

And that’s what I did.

I found a therapist and reached out to some of my favourite healers for support.

I nurtured myself.

I accepted the fact that my plan wasn’t going to plan, and for the first time, I trusted the process - no pushing, no rushing, no guilt, just genuine acceptance and trust.

At one point, I started to wonder whether the process would ever end. But eventually I gained some vision, and piercing clarity.

You could say I upgraded

And then the thing I’ve been waiting for actually happened! A chance to take voluntary redundancy… YES PLEASE!!

So that’s it - I’m finally leaving my job to follow my soul purpose and passion.

Do I have a plan? Kinda

Am I terrified? Yup

Is this the right thing to do? Absolutely-fucking-lutely! I know it with every fibre of my body and soul.

It’s going to be one hell of a transition, and I’m here for the ride

#livingthedream #lifestooshort #honourtheprocess #soulwork #transition #grief #movingon